28.05.2009 18 °C
A writer friend emailed "Sounds like China agrees with you"... whilst in the Army, Germany also agreed with me. I am usually comfortable overseas, truly never felt that much at ease whilst in the States.
My blog is here for anyone with interest or those who are curious, and purpose of my blog is that I don't repeat what I just wrote after someone decides to write 3 weeks later and ask 'what's happening'... kinda get my drift?
Actually, I thought about the Peace Corps when I was in high school because no Armed Forces recruiter taken me seriously as military material. No joke, they overlooked me when they visited and went straight for the jocks, test A students, etc. etc... I was the shy quiet one, the invisible ghost who love to express her world in words. Ironic, eh? Served 7yrs in US Army, made Sergeant and traveled overseas.
Years later, now and then I also noticed about Teaching Overseas after my divorce, but never taken the nerve because I was in a search in feeling complete which I thought being involved ... that too turned out to be another page burned. Too many men were interested only on the surface and wanted change once together, go figure. I'm like... hey, dude, you like my independent attitude whilst dating, now you don't like because why, You are not a part? then get involved! UGH!!!
Now, that I'm free with wings to soar the skies... I can do all that I've wanted to do. Not saying that I miss companionship, for I do, but I am not craving desperately ... huge difference. I like reaching to those who want to be reached, frustrating when I sometimes think I can reach everyone...LOL! Usually an ego issue I can admit without feeling that offended.
Maybe all my blogs can make a book, i'll have to keep copy ... find a publisher...LOL! actually, I miss writing, but my blogs are my outlet toward writing... I'm the entity who was left on Earth and is trying to find her way home.